it complimentary n important, but still, i hate it. I. Hate. Doing. Thesis. hahaha... as simple as that. i can sit in front my lappy, n make a staring contest with the screen without even typing a single nor alphabet. my mind goes blank. but, hey. let's face. sooner or latter, i have to do it, right? so,now i have to make it as ' Fake it, until you make it'. it's hard, but i think i'll survive. Do the things that doesn't kill you, will make you stronger. Am i trying to advice/ preaching my self?? hahaha.. i don't know. going crazy already..
second topic, penjual ikan. i know. yes i do. it's weird, but it is. Or we can translate it into, sell-fish. Know what i mean?? >.<... hehehe... unfortunate to my self, i found people like this. But, it helps me to know this world better. if you want to be 'penjual ikan', it's soooooo wrong, in soooo many level. Sometimes, yes, we need to be 'penjual ikan', but please, look around your self n see. If other people so in need, please don't be heartless (or hati hilang. sorry for readers, this is direct translation) n be ' penjual ikan'. Other people can be heartless too. please remember!! For those people who always 'mengalah', it doesn't mean that you lose. Because, it's definitely not all the 'mengalah' ones, is lose but they are actually the winner.. haha.. i think, i kinda twisted the words. Yes, definitely, i'm going crazy.. ahaks!!
jealousy is sucks!! n it can kills too.. but, seriously, it can kill someone, deep, deep inside. just like the negative thought kills you. it will affect your life like you never can imagine and twist you into some sadistic n crazy (i dunno, may be it's just true) way. i felt jealous before. but, i'm trying my best to twist it into something good to support both, me and the person that i felt jealous for. it's a win-win situation an i like to view my glass as half-cup full, not half-cup empty.. but, if you look closely, jealousy person is just so funny. they can't even realise them selves. Just like the cartoon above.. funny, it isn't?
the last topic. For all SPM candidates, please... get hold to your selves. You do just find. whatever the result is, you do your best. Specially to my both 'bodyguards'. hehehe.. my beloved lil' bro n my cousin. you'll do just find. just be redha, but not pasrah.. God works in ways that His slaves ever think. so, be calm and keep COOL. ALL DA BEST!!!
